wait, what?

Have you ever had those moments when you're sitting in class and all of a sudden you're kinda just like, what's happening? And you begin to question your existence and how you're even alive, if alive at all? I had one of those today in chemistry and you all know how much I love that class....(If you're not good at picking up sarcasm via the internet then that was a sarcastic remark, fyi). So yeah, basically life sucks right now.

I honestly think I curse myself. Every time life gets normal, and I feel happy for a while, and I feel like things are finally going my way for once, everything flops. I then precede (is that spelled right?) to ask God, "WHY?!" But then I also remember that if God has brought you to it, he'll give you the resources to get you through it. If it weren't for church, my friends, and those little random quotes of inspiration I'd probably be in a psych ward of some sort.

This week=no bueno. Today=mucho no bueno. Tomorrow=?

I'm pretty sure I don't stand alone when I say I thoroughly miss the days where we had no responsibility, our life didn't revolve around college and the future, and you didn't feel like a failure with a B. The stress of school and pressures from my family are definitely getting to me. But when I got on my blog today, I saw I had a new comment. Comments, no matter who they are from or what they say, comments make my life. I absolutely LOVE getting comments. ahh! Okay so anyways, I got super giddy when I saw the new comment and it was from someone I don't know personally, but a fellow blogger. This may sound weird but I love when random people read my blog. It makes me feel popular :) (don't judge my desperateness) So yeah, she kinda basically made my day. PLUS! Modern Family and The Middle are also on tonight! So excited. My day is slowly getting better so no one ruin it. please

Alright, I am now off to try to do homework and wishing I had both the snow and this puppy: