I am limitless

you were right there. so close. i could've ran into you, but i didn't. i could've talked to you, but i didn't get the chance. i wanted to so badly. i honestly tried to pick you out from the crowd. i just want to talk to you. i just want to say hi and ask you how you are. i just wart to know how your life is going, i want to wish you the best. almost a year and a half later, here i am. still wanting to mend things, wanting the closure i never got. i have no more harsh feelings, no more negative thoughts. i'm over all of that, and i want to know that you are too. every time i go on a run that's near your house, i hope i'll see you. or that you'll see me. you probably don't ever think of me, but if you saw me i know that everything would come flooding back. i want the bitter feelings to go away. i don't know why i still care so much or why you've been on my mind so much lately. i thought i was past this, but i'm clearly not. i worked so hard, only to have one single thing remind me of you. i want to meet you again. i want to be your friend again, and i hope you want to be mine too. but most importantly, i want the closure i never got. because quite frankly, i don't think i'll ever be able to let go without it. and trust me, i've tried, so, so many times.