I've noticed through various conversations with friends that I'm really not that open of a person. I mean yeah, I complain about stupid teenager things, and say my parents are unreasonable sometimes but that's not really being open. I'm not one to tell everyone or anyone for that matter my "internal conflicts" I guess you could say. Maybe it's trust issues, or maybe its just because its something I've never really done before and that's why it doesn't happen, but regardless the reason it will probably be one of those things that just never changes and I'm okay with that. People are always telling me that it's not a good idea to keep things bottled up and such but tooooo late. There's probably all of two people (you know who you are) who know what I was really thinking and feeling throughout this last year. And if you're reading this, trying to remember if I told you anything, then I probably didn't. Don't be offended by it, it's just the plain truth.
So yeah, ha uh.. I thought I'd do a somewhat lengthy, well thought-out post so ta daaa! Modern Family and The Middle are on tonight, and I am very excited.
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i totally understand this. well, sort of. i want there to be someone who will listen to everything i have to say because frankly, i have a lot to say. but that would probably bring tears and no one wants to see that.
oh life.
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